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or_timelords ([personal profile] or_timelords) wrote2008-12-19 09:34 pm

This could prove to be interesting.

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If you woke up one morning and found me in your bed, what's the first thing you'd think or say?

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-27 05:06 pm (UTC)(link)
"You know, I think she keeps this one twitchy on purpose, I've jimmied it to within a decade but—hm?" The other Doctor looks up from tapping the casing of the yearometer. "What? Oh, tea. Yes. Tea would be brilliant, thanks." And he recognizes the expression on his other's face; it's something along the lines of 'I'm trying to be polite but would you please just shut up and let me get on with doing things my way, because my way works, and I really don't want to snap at you but I will if you keep it up' crossed with a bit of the old standby, 'Did you really just insult my TARDIS?'

Oh. Oops.

He slips off his glasses and pockets them, standing back and away from the console. He really wants to get out his sonic screwdriver and have at those controls—it's become almost a hobby of his, maintaining his TARDIS—but it's not his place. It feels like it should be, but it isn't. Crossing his arms across his chest, hands tucked under his upper arms, an old posture kept over from his Ninth, he gives his other a small, slightly apologetic grin. Got carried away with myself there, sorry, you know how it is.

"I'll get it myself. You carry on." He starts towards the door into the interior proper, but stops himself on the way. "Oh, and the console room might be best, if you're...if you're stopping over."

They haven't talked about it, not out loud, but that's where it's felt like all of this has been leading, the understanding backgrounding their mental communications, the intent of their actions so far.

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-28 03:02 am (UTC)(link)
The Doctor has canisters and boxes and packets of tea scattered across one of the kitchen's tables; there was a particular kind he wanted, and he was curious to see if his other had it, and and his other did, but not where he keeps it, and while he was looking for that one kind, he found other kinds that he doesn't have, and some of them seem to be from places and times he hasn't been yet, and so of course he had to look through them all and hey, look at this, it's that performance tea from the Emperor of the Shattered Sundial, he'd almost forgotten he had that! ...Does he still have that? Well, regardless, his other does, and it's very good tea.

He glances over from where he's pouring hot water into a glass mug, the ball of tea at the mug's bottom beginning to unfurl intricate layers of herb "petals" as it's submerged.

"What, already?"

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-28 04:59 am (UTC)(link)
The Doctor strolls into the console room, mug in one hand. The tea in it's steeping, the little ball of herbs spreading out into a full red faux chrysanthemum, complete with yellow center and green leaves at its base. It smells like flowers, too, and honey, warm and dark and far-away enough to be tantalizing instead of cloying.

"D'you remember the Emperor? He told me, us, me, well, you could set your clock by how long it takes this tea to bloom, there's an equation, compensates for differences in water temperature..."

He takes a sip of the tea as he properly takes in the view through the doors. Hm. That would explain why his TARDIS feels amused.

"Well. Full marks for precision, but I'll have to dock you on orientation..." Which isn't meant any more harshly than was his other's comment about the Keppler arc. In fact, the Doctor is smiling as he takes another sip of his tea. Nice to see he's not the only one who has trouble with parking.

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-28 05:28 pm (UTC)(link)
It is very good; it's one of the best teas in the universe, made by the Emperor himself and given out only as a sign of imperial favor.

And he did try to explain to the Emperor about the fluid-relative nature of time, but his other knows how their attempts at explanation go. Really, you need the maths to understand it, and the time sense, and trying to substitute vague waving hand gestures for both gets no one anywhere.

"Oh, I don't know, I think he knew more than he was letting on, he had the oddest little smirk when I—oi, wait, what?"

But it's too late, his other's already set the TARDIS in motion and there's that grin—the grin that says 'Well, I hope I know what I'm doing, but I'm sure I do and it will all turn out for the best and if it doesn't, well, um, won't that be interesting? Allons-y!'

He jumps over to the console, wedging his mug of tea between a bank of toggles and a twist of wires, his attention entirely for the scanner and the other instruments.

"You can't lose it, they're in contact, they'll help. Yours will help?" He can't imagine her not helping, but he's found that TARDIS have reasons he can't begin to understand, half the time.

"Come on, come on, come on..." He watches the scanner with the intensity of a sports fan watching the last few moments of a ballgame, hoping his team will pull off that last-second win.

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-28 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
The Doctor feels his connection with his TARDIS attenuate as his other reaches away from the steering lever, and there's nothing he can do. He hates that, hates being helpless; anger and irritation and the sound of the drums flood into the hollow in his chest caved out by panic. If his other only kept his TARDIS in proper repair—

But then the connection snaps back into place, and it's alright, his TARDIS is there, so they must have arrived without incident. Though...she seems a bit put out. About something. Huh.

What? He glances over at his other, who's complaining. It sounds like he's complaining—they made it, what would he be complaining about?

A spark fizzles deep in a snarl of the console wiring, and a wisp of steam, smelling of ozone and flowers and honey, wafts over towards him, from where his other is dabbing at the controls. OH. ...That was bound to happen, wasn't it? He really needs to solder some cupholders on, one of these days.

"Here." He riffles through his pockets, and comes up with...a loofah, well, that'll work, why does he have that? And a handkerchief embroidered with winged snakes in a quaint countrified pattern. Also some Peeps, in assorted colors, hm, those are a bit absorbent. He squashes loofah, handkerchief, and Peeps all down on the damp part of the console. Peeps also make for decent insulation, that ought to keep some of the sparking down. "There we go."

"We've made it." He hugs his other one-armed, around his back and shoulders, grinning. "Fantastic! Come on, open the doors, see if you've got her the right way about."

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-28 09:39 pm (UTC)(link)
The Doctor peers over his other's shoulders at the mess he, the Doctor in black, has managed to make.

The Peeps sag down into the wires, coating the century fine tuner with goo, their little food-coloring eyes spreading out and disappearing into the morass of yellow and pink and green muck as it melts down into the seams of the fine tuner.

Um...well. Oops. He really should have just contributed the loofah and the handkerchief. Though he has had some luck with juryrigging systems with stale Peeps, those must have been fresh. Damn.

"...Mm. Sorry." He runs his hands through his hair, feeling rather thick. "I think I've got a fine tuner, it's 71st-century Kort-Binary make, not the newest, but...it's in good condition." Which his other's isn't. Anymore. Um. "Let me go find that. Won't be a moment."

He heads out of his other's TARDIS, looking back at his other as he opens the door to leave. Not a great start, really. Meanwhile, his own TARDIS is feeding him a mix of reactions, exasperation and irritation and the amused, rubbernecking interest of a bystander watching the aftermath of a small but unique accident, like the collapse of a display of cereal boxes onto a few shoppers who were already arguing because they'd bumped into each others' carts.

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-28 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
The Doctor doesn't make any sound when the door slams on his fingers, except a small shocked intake of breath. OUCH. No, not ouch; ouch doesn't begin to describe it, because he did make another sound when the door slammed, and that was "snap." Several snaps. He can't think exactly how many snaps right now, because his entire brain is involved in trying to work the pain down to some level he can deal with and still have some spare nerve endings left over for conscious thought.

He shakes the hand—his right—without thinking and that really doesn't help, and his next reaction is to ball the hand into a fist and hold it tight against his chest, and that's a bad idea, too.

His good hand against the doorframe, he leans there, as he tries to find some way to hold the broken fingers that doesn't hurt and his head begins to clear.

Unfortunately, the drums clear first.

"What was that?" He glares at the Doctor as his other rushes over, his eyes dark with pain and anger. Someone just hurt him, and it wasn't an accident, and if it was your fault, Doctor...

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-29 12:19 am (UTC)(link)
The Doctor is hurt, because his other can't control his TARDIS, can't stop it from attacking his guests, and all his other can manage is contrition. That terrible, constant contrition, apologizing for the failure to stop pain, apologizing for his own actions when they don't come to the desired ends, when they lead to hurt and death and loss.

"You're so sorry." The Doctor in black spits the words back, scornfully. He's said them himself, but not so often now as he used to, and he's never seen himself when he says them. The sincerity, the seeking for...what? Understanding? Forgiveness?

One part of his mind says it's wrong, disgusting. Apologizing like that, for his TARDIS, when he should just have control. When any harm someone comes to by his ship's hand should be by his choice, and why apologize for harm you choose to inflict, even if it hurts you to inflict it?

The other part of his mind flickers back through his travels, his adventures, finding places where he should have said those words and didn't. Too many places.

Deep breath. Think about the hand. He didn't mean this to happen; he's you.

"Index and ring, I think. Clean breaks." He holds out his injured hand, bruises already swelling and purpling where the door crushed across it. "She does this often?"

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-29 03:56 am (UTC)(link)
The Doctor can take a hint; his other's TARDIS doesn't approve of him—and really, he can't blame her, after what he did to the console. Still, breaking his fingers. That's taking things a bit far. "Glad to know I'm the exception that proves the rule."

He swings out the door, careful not to jostle his injured hand, relieved to set foot back in his own TARDIS. "I'll show you where the fine tuner is, shall I? It's on the way to the sick bay, I'll take care of this—" his hand "—on my own—OI."

And he's come around the corner of his other's TARDIS, and can see the walls of his own TARDIS now, the crushed rondules where his other's TARDIS has ground itself into the wall.

Well. He's not the only one who's gotten bits broken in the last few minutes.

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-29 05:55 pm (UTC)(link)
This is all entirely new to the Doctor; the TARDIS has always been his sanctuary, the one place where very little triggers the drums, where he can be as close to his whole self as he ever is, anymore.

Outside, beyond the TARDIS, there's always room to act. If something triggers the drums, the anger, he can run from them; he can yell; he can strike out, if the situation allows it and the target has earned that response.

He can use the drums to help, to be a hero.

But now, standing in the TARDIS full of personal, petty anger and the only target himself, another self who's the man he should still be, he can't find his footing.

His hands ball into fists at his sides, when he hears the other Doctor stumble over his non-apologies, and he starts at the pain in his right, straightens the fingers again.

"Shut up." He takes the few steps over to the wall, runs his left hand over a damaged rondule, asks his TARDIS questions-that-aren't-questions-but-sudden-understandings in his mind. It's surface damage, easily fixed. Painful, for her, but less than his broken fingers are for him. She doesn't blame his other, she doesn't blame her sister—well, not for this damage, she might have some things to say to her sister about that door-slamming trick, later. He rests his forehead against the wall, closes his eyes, and she trickles into the back of his mind, takes away some of the useless anger.

A second later, he straightens up and stalks the few steps to the inner door, which he flings open and then stands against, holding it open and quirking an impatient look at his other. "Well? Are you coming?"

He's still angry, and it reads in his tone and his body language, but he won't kick his other out of the TARDIS yet.

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-30 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
The Doctor shows his other the surprisingly orderly room in which he keeps the spare TARDIS parts (a room that bears a strong resemblance, in its tidy organization, workbench along one wall, racks and cases of bits and bobs and tools arranged along the other walls, to the armory—though here the coral desktop theme still carries the decor). The fine tuner's in there, he tells his other, kicking at a trunk to one side of the room, and then heads on to the sick bay. The other Doctor shouldn't have any trouble finding the tuner in the trunk, and the Doctor in black wants to get away from his other quickly, give himself time to think.

There's not much equipment left in the sick bay; he's scavenged many of the diagnostic devices for his laboratories, particularly his master laboratory, now housed in the Zero Room.

What's left is enough to repair his injuries. Simple, clean breaks, no complicated fractures—twenty minutes with his hand in a nanite field (trying to hold still, and the medic program in the field generator bleating at him, telling him to stop fidgeting) and he can flex the fingers on his right hand again, with only the barest stiffness. Even that will pass within the hour.

Such a small injury. He shouldn't have snapped.

The other Doctor must have found the fine tuner, because he's not there when the Doctor returns to the spares room. He reaches back into a recess in the wall and fishes out a few light-array panels for the rondules. One of the easiest repairs on the TARDIS, really—plug-and-play, about as hard as replacing a lightbulb.

Another small injury. When did he get so snippy?

Back in the console room, his other's still nowhere to be seen, but the other TARDIS is still there, and so is that clear, familiar mental signature, his but not.

He fishes his sonic screwdriver out of his jacket pocket, throws the jacket onto the console and gets to work, unlocking the broken light-arrays, unsocketing them, and replacing them with the new.

By the time he finishes, he's back in a good mood, a level mood. He stands back and looks at the repaired rondules. Not a hitch. The TARDIS agrees, and notes that he should have applied some of that mechanical finesse to not applying Peeps to his other's TARDIS.

On her side already?

A twinge at the back of his mind, her exasperation at him, and he grins. Aw, she's on his side still, no matter what she says.

He flicks a glance at his other's TARDIS doors. He'd knock, but...maybe his other needs the time apart, too. So, instead, he shrugs back into his jacket, and lounges in the console chair, using the scanner to catch up on routine maintenance checks.

[identity profile] watch-is-me.livejournal.com 2008-12-30 06:28 am (UTC)(link)
"'Lo!" The Doctor in black grins from the seat and waves—with his right hand, a wave that involves wiggling his fingers ostentatiously. The stiffness worked out while he was repairing his TARDIS, and the bruising receded long ago. "Good as new." It's not clear whether he's referring to himself or the TARDIS or both.

He has his feet up on the console (the TARDIS never approves of this, but the only time she's really taken him to task was when he tried it right after visiting Skerpluck, a planet named for the sound made when travelers try to pull their feet back out of the muck that covers its entire surface) and his sonic screwdriver in one hand—he's finished up the maintenance routines and has been playing Viva Pinata on the scanner's XBox 360 emulator, using the screwdriver as a stand-in for a controller.

"You, too, hm?" The other Doctor's found his "right" clothes again, and now he looks like all of the other Tenth regenerations of himself this Doctor has ever met. The long coat with that dramatic flap when he runs, the suit tailored for the lanky frame of this regeneration, the tie that always stays tied... He's the Doctor. The Tenth all the way through, dressed to run forward into the future; the soldier he was during the War isn't there anymore, put away on a rack with clothing too dark for his new tastes.

"The fine tuner's alright, then? Found it in an antique store, would you believe it? Under a load of plaseramic bobble-head dogs, on Casb. 320th century." There were other parts compatible with TARDIS, too; the shopowners knew a salvager who'd found them out on a moon somewhere, thought they might be worth something. The Doctor tracked the salvager down, and had him take him to the site—one-third of a TARDIS console, defying physics, standing as though it were whole on the moon's surface. A craft fractured by the time lock, caught in and out of the War and proper time. He had touched it, and it had screamed silently and grasped for something in him, in his mind, the part that was his TARDIS, and then fallen back into the lock, disappearing into War time.

The salvager had yelled at the Doctor for losing him his find.

He'd thought better of it moments after.

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